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Because I’m assuming you’re, let’s say, 19, and you’re free to explore yourself sexually…
I haven’t had much sex in my life.
Really?
No, not really. I’m more of a… You know, to be in a bed and hug and kiss... that’s something I don’t do very easily. But then maybe you’re in a club and you see a guy pissing and you look him in the eyes and you jerk off – that’s very exciting. But intimacy is another sport and to give that away is very complicated.
But it’s not purely functional? It’s not just a means to ejaculate?
You know, some people are very good at sex. They study sex, they know if you touch there it works… I’m not that kind of person. I think there are some people who dedicate their lives to being great fuckers. I mean, some people really know how to do it. They take care of their bodies, they shave, tan, bim bum bam, and you hope for them that after all that work they know how to translate it into an explosion of hormones.
So anonymity turns you on, but intimacy is what you’re truly fascinated by?
I’m not going to give you the answer that, you know, I’m turned on by Texan cowboy boots. I’m trying to give you an answer. So in order to give you a true answer, maybe I’m thinking what kind of answer to give you in order to be honest. I’m grown-up enough to know that the illusion of anonymity lasts a very short while, so maybe deep down I’m more into intimacy, but intimacy is very hard to find. Is that a decent answer?